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My Cue To LeaveI turn my full and soft body towards his, lying still beside me. His quiet breathing turns thoughtful, his hand touches my face, gently. I kiss his long fingers, running them along my cheek .Do you love me? I wonder, too scared to ask. I want the morning to stretch into afternoon, I want the day to stretch forever. He reaches for the curve of my neck. He kisses my lips, softly.
'Coffee?' he asks.
No, not coffee, not yet. Please,not yet,I want more of you first,I plead to myself.I look into his eyes, he looks into mine, curiously.
'What is it?'
'Nothing' I reply, lying.
He leans over me, his blonde hair playfully framing his face, teasing .
'I love you, you know'
'I know' I say, lying.
He rolls over and sits on the side of the bed. The bed I share with this man I love so deeply and unreservedly, it tears me apart. A love that's so real and so breathtakingly tangible it scares me. I try to think of what to say, what to do, to make him want me a little longer. So much, that I say and do n
a dangerous hallucinationThe light coming through the window was bright,
much too bright.
Even though my eyes were closed
I could see it-
The skin of my arms prickled,
sweat dripped from my brow.
It was two in the afternoon but…
the sun was setting
through the window facing east.
I should have seen the hutch,
shelves lined with bone china
decorated with delicate leaves and vines.
I was so thirsty
and reaching for cups that should have been there.
Instead I found a billboard of butterflies,
the colors raging
more than any rainbow
I'd ever seen.
Their wings fluttered and flashed
yet somehow they moved in slow motion.
I wanted to stand,
wanted to reach out and touch them but…
I couldn't move,
and yet I laughed
ignoring my dry mouth
and the tingling in my feet.
There was a tempest
on the rise
and in my blood.
A sugar rush disguised
as a riot of butterflies
and they were swarming me.
There was a small vial
of insulin in my pocket
that I nev
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